Thank you so much for your beautiful, truthful, and powerful words, Amae. As gay men, we have a shared experience that we don't talk about and we aren't given the words or space to talk about it. I'm glad this article was able to speak to you and your experience. As far as getting other gay men to read it, I'm doing my best! I've shared it on various social media platforms and groups for gay men, and it has gotten a good amount of views and reads. Thank you again for your response. I will continue writing and putting out messages of awareness, healing, hope, and self-love.